Wordless Wednesday

Doctors

Ok, It is official. I went to the doctors yesterday and he told me I am dying.....
Nope, just kidding. I am a healthy (beautiful......ok...that is my word) young lady and my lungs are good. Breathing is fine. Anxiety/panic attack. Only thing he can give me is an inhaler for when I do start to panic. He did say, I don't know what triggered it. Maybe the T.V show or other stressors in life. My nurse at my work also told me to try the breath strips. So I did.
Yesterday for the first time I slept through the night without waking up. Actually, slept right through the knocking of my bedroom door. My boyfriend had to kick me to wake up.
Also had a hockey game yesterday. Won 5-1. Great game, but I will be honest with you. My heart wasn't in it. Why? Besides exhausted that I didn't sleep well for two days, but also because there were too many forwards and I got benched for a while. So we had enough for three solid forward lines, except one extra person. So what they did is my line had to swap out a player. So line one played, then line two, then line three (my line, but i had to sit this one out), then after it was line one, line two and line three (The I played). Which I know itsn't a big deal, but trust me, it feels like forever before you get to play. So yeah. I am also not to keen on our couch. But yeah, that is all. Next game I plan on putting 110 % effort. Because we are a team, and there is no reason as to why I get to drag my butt and everyone else has to push.

Hope you have a great weekend and try to enjoy the cold Edmonton rainy weather. Me I LOVE THE RAIN.

Talk to you later.

Bueno, es oficial. Fui a los médicos ayer y él me dijo que yo me muero. .... No, bromeando justo. Soy un sano (beautiful......ok...that es mi palabra) señorita y mis pulmones son buenos. Respirar es fino. Ansiedad/ataque de pánico. Sólo cosa que él me puede dar soy un inhalante para cuando comience a asustarse. Dijo, yo no sé lo que lo provocó. Quizá la exposición T.V u otro stressors en la vida. Mi enfermera en mi trabajo también me dijo probar los tiras de aliento. Entonces hice. Ayer por primera vez yo dormí por la noche sin despertarse. Realmente, el derecho dormido por el golpear de mi puerta de pieza. Mi novio tuvo que patearme despertarme. También tuvo un juego de hockey ayer. Ganado 5-1. Gran juego, pero serán honestos con usted. El corazón no fue en ello. ¿Por qué? Aparte de agotó que yo no dormí bien durante dos días, pero también porque había demasiado adelante y conseguí benched un rato. Entonces tuvimos bastante para tres líneas delanteras sólidas, menos una persona extra. Entonces lo que hicieron es mi línea tuvo que cambiar a un jugador. Entonces forre uno jugado, entonces forra dos, entonces forran tres (mi línea, pero tuvieron que sentarse éste fuera), entonces después de que fuera la línea uno, la línea dos y forre tres (El jugué). Cuál yo sé su no un trato grande, pero se fío de mí, se siente como para siempre antes que consiga para jugar. Entonces sí. Yo también no estoy a agudo en nuestra sofá. Pero sí, eso es todo. Próximo juego que planeo a poner 110 % el esfuerzo. Porque somos un equipo, y no hay razón en cuanto a por qué yo consigo para arrastrar mi extremo y los otros tienen que empujar.
Espere que tenga un gran fin de semana y trate de disfrutar del Edmonton frío tiempo lluvioso. Mí yo ADORO LA LLUVIA.
Hable con usted más tarde.

Breathing Problems

So, here is my new dilema. I have been having problems breathing for some time now. Well, actually one two nights and one day. Yesterday I had a heck of a time sleeping, mostly because I woke up sweating to death and gasping for air. But I would gasp for air after I pictured something bad happening. So the day before yesterday in the AM I walked North of 60. And it was the episode when Hannah had died. So I was sleeping and seeing Michelle in my sleep looking for Hannah and I would wake up suddenly gasping for air. Yesterday was the episode of the funeral. So I dreamt about Wayne and his mom and Hannah and I woke up gasping for air. Wierd huh? So then I had to go to my basement (one day at 1 am and the other day at 2 am) to try to get some sleep. Which I was able to do with no problems. Woke myself up and went to the bed to sleep and was out cold. But then it was almost time to get up!!! WTF!! Right? So what is going on! I talked to one of my nurses in my clinic and she suggested sleep apnea. But right now I am sitting at my desk and I feel like I am struggling to breath. I feel like my chest is not getting enough air, and my head is light headed. I don't know what is going on. Am I dying? So, naturally, I called my family doctor to get in to see someone. She isn't back until NEXT WEDNESDAY!! I'm like seriously. Then her next available is in JUNE!!! I either seriously have to see a doctor (or get a new one) or even go to emergency. But for something like this, I feel like it will pass. But what if it doesn't? Right? Oh dear, today or soon may be my day of death :( Just letting everone know is all. Hope you have a good day and a way better night then I did. Mind you if you live in Edmonton, I can't imagine having a better night then pure heat :) Haha. Talk to you later and have a good day.



Aquí está así, mi nuevo dilema. He estado teniendo los problemas que respiran durante un tiempo ahora. Bien, realmente una dos noches y un día. Ayer tuve un demonio de un tiempo que duerme, en su mayor parte porque yo me desperté sudar a la muerte y jadear para el aire. Pero jadearía para el aire después de que yo me imaginara algo acontecimiento malo. Entonces anteayer en el SOY anduve al norte de 60. Y fue el episodio cuando Hannah se había muerto. Entonces dormía y veía Michelle en mi sueño que busca Hannah y yo me despertaría de repente jadear para el aire. Ayer fue el episodio del funeral. Entonces soñé acerca de Wayne y su mamá y acerca de Hannah y yo se despertaron jadear para el aire. ¿Wierd qué? Entonces entonces tuve que ir a mi sótano (un día en 1 es y el otro día en 2 es) tratar de conseguir algún sueño. Cuál yo pude hacer con ningunos problemas. Me desperté arriba y fui a la cama para dormir y estuvo fuera el frío. ¡Pero entonces fue casi tiempo de levantarse!!! ¡WTF!! ¿El derecho? ¡Entonces lo que pasa! Hablé con uno de mis enfermeras en mi dispensario y ella sugirió la apnea de sueño. Pero en este momento yo me siento en mi escritorio y yo me siento como si lucho al aliento. Yo me siento como el pecho no consigue suficiente aire, y la cabeza es ligera dirigió. Yo no sé lo que pasa. ¿Me muero? Así, naturalmente, llamé a mi médico de cabecera para entrar para ver alguien. ¡Ella no es atrás hasta EL PROXIMO MIERCOLES!! Estoy como gravemente. ¡Entonces su próximo disponible está en junio!!! Yo o tiene gravemente que ver a un médico (o conseguir uno nuevo) o ir aún a la emergencia. Pero para algo como esto, yo me siento como si pasará. ¿Pero qué si no hace? ¿El derecho? Ay, hoy o pronto puede ser mi día de la muerte: (permitiendo Justo que everone sabe es todo. Espere que tenga un día bueno y una manera mejor noche entonces yo hice. Tenga inconveniente enle si vive en Edmonton, yo no puedo imaginarme teniendo una mejor noche calor entonces puro:) Haha. Hable con usted posterior y tenga un día bueno.

Wordless Wednesday

Happy Mommy's Day!

So this is it. This weekend is mothers day. This is the day that we show our mommies that we love them. My boyfriend once told me that he wishes our daughter grows up to be at least half the women I am. It made me instantly cry. Why? I hope that she does pick up my positive traits, but I also hope she doesn’t pick up my negative ones! I love my daughter to death, but do we really need a miniature Claudia in this world? Seriously!

I love my mom and she is an awesome person.

She is sweet, loving, caring and really understanding.
She knows the right thing to say at the right time and knows how to wipe your tears away.
I love when she comes and visits and sleeps over.
She sits on my couch and I lay my head on her and she rubs my head, just like when I was a child.
I love the way the she laughs and smiles. How when she laughs she covers her mouth.
The way that she has a positive attitude for everything.
The way that she can pick me up and make me smile over the phone.
The way that she can talk endlessly to her friends on the phone, and even longer with me.
The way that always tells me if I honestly look good in what I am wearing or not
The way she looks at me as a mother.
The way that cooks, and fills the house full of yummy food smell.
The way that she can joke with me and we both know our limits.
The way that she gets teary eyed about talking about when she was young.
The way her eyes light up over the phone when I tell her I’m picking her up for coffee
The way that she Is perfect in every way

And I hope that these are even some of the reasons that make me a good mother to my daughter.

I love you mom and I hope this Sunday is filled with love, laughter, hugs and kisses.

A Happy Mother’s day to all the mothers out there!