Day 11 - Blog Challenge

First off, I am going to have to switch 10 and 11.  As I didn't have time to go rummaging through my old pics to post #10.  So I will do 11 today and 10 tomorrow.  Sounds good?

Let's Begin.  

11.          Write a letter to yourself. Answer it a year later

Wow, so this is going to be tough.  Because now ALL of you are going to see what I think of myself....and how I really think... I don't  know if I want to do this post anymore. Ha ha.  

Dear Claudia.

First of all, I want you to know that you are a beautiful, amazing individual.  You have a great heart and a super cool personality.   make sure you never loose that funness you have.  Remember, you are only as old as you feel, and you should feel young.

Your daughter will have turned 18 by the time you read this letter.  I want you to know to remember to always love her, respect her and take care of her.  she maybe 18, but doesn't mean she doesn't need you anymore.  She may feel like she is independent, but remember, you are always going to be her mommy, and that will never change.  Do not yell at her, but listen.  Do not discourage, but encourage, and always always always be there for her.  Listen to her when she talks, hold her when she cries and kiss away her tears, just like your mom used to do to you.  Always support her in all her choices and decisions, being small or big, and always say I love you before bed.

Do you now have a more reliable, safe vehicle?  If so, are you enjoying it?

Have you bought a house? with a way bigger closet for all your shoes, clothes and purses.  

How are Colten and Katrina?  Are they super big?  Colten will be in preschool and Katrina will be in grade 1 now.  They must be soooooo big and I bet they are still as cute as always.  

How is Carla?  you guys still talk regularly and see each other when you can?  

Are you planning on doing another themed birthday party this year? if so, what is the theme?  

You are also thinking of all the things you want to check out in Chile when you go with your baby girl huh?   It is going to be amazing.  She will be able to actually meet your family.  Meet her grandpa and grandmas family.  Where she will be loved and admired by allot of people.  She will get to see your grandmother again.  

Well Claudia, It will be 2 years since your mom has passed away when you read this letter.  I am hoping that you have some sort of peace in your heart and know that she is always looking over you and protecting you from up above.  I hope she has made you a stronger women that she knows you are with a loving and caring soul.

You take care of your family.  Take care of your dad.  Kiss him lots.  Take care of your brothers, and make sure you guys always stick together.  Love you significant other always.  Love and cherish all the time you have with your daughter.  And most importantly never stop loving yourself inside and out.

Take care,

Claudia 

En primer lugar , voy a tener que cambiar 10 y 11 . Como yo no tenía tiempo para ir a hurgar en mis viejas fotos para publicar # 10 . Así que voy a hacer 11 hoy y 10 mañana. Suena bien ?

Vamos a empezar.

11 . Escriba una carta a ti mismo. Respuesta que un año más tarde

Wow , por lo que esto va a ser difícil. Porque ahora TODOS ustedes van a ver que pienso de mí mismo .... y como realmente creo que ... No sé si quiero hacer este post más. Ja, ja .

Querida Claudia

En primer lugar , quiero que sepas que eres una hermosa , increíble individual. Usted tiene un gran corazón y una personalidad super feliz. Asegurarse de que nunca pierde ese felizidad que tiene. Recuerda que sólo eres tan viejo como te sientes, y usted debe sentirse joven .

Su hija se ya he cumplido 18 años en el momento en que leas esta carta . Quiero que sepas que recordar siempre amarla, respetarla y cuidarla . que tal vez 18 , pero no significa que ella no te necesita más. Ella puede sentir que es independiente , pero recuerde , siempre va a ser su mamá , y eso nunca va a cambiar. No le grites , pero escucha . No desanimarnos, sino alentar, y siempre siempre siempre estar ahí para ella . Escuche a ella cuando ella habla , abrazarla cuando ella llora y besar sus lágrimas , al igual que su madre solía hacer para usted. Siempre apoyarla en todas sus opciones y decisiones , ser pequeño o grande, y siempre digo Te amo antes de acostarse.

¿Tiene actualmente un vehículo más fiable, seguro ? Si es así, estás disfrutando?

¿Ha comprado una casa ? con una manera más grande armario para todas sus zapatos, ropa y bolsos.

¿Cómo estan Colten y Katrina ? ¿Son muy grandes? Colten estará en preescolar y Katrina será en el grado 1 ahora. Deben ser super grande y apuesto a que todavía están tan lindo como siempre .

¿Cómo esta Carla ? ustedes siguen hablando regularmente y ver entre sí cuando se puede?

¿Está pensando en hacer otra fiesta de cumpleaños temática de este año ? si es así, ¿cuál es el tema?

También está pensando en todas las cosas que quieres para salir en Chile cuando se va con su niña ¿eh ? Va ser increíble . Ella será capaz de conozer  su familia. Conozca a su abuelo y las abuelas de la familia. Cuando ella será amada y admirada por adjudicar de personas. Ella se llega a ver a su abuela de nuevo.

Bueno Claudia , lo será de 2 años desde que tu madre ha fallecido cuando leas esta carta . Tengo la esperanza de que usted tiene algún tipo de paz en su corazón y sabes que ella siempre está mirando sobre usted y que le protege desde arriba. Espero que usted ha hecho una mujer más fuerte que ella sabe que está con un alma de amor y cariño .

Cuida de tu familia . Tenga cuidado de su padre. Besarlo arto. Tenga cuidado de sus hermanos , y asegúrese de que ustedes siempre se pegan entre sí . Ama tu pareja siempre . Amar y cuidar todo el tiempo que tiene con su hija. Y lo más importante no dejar nunca de amarte a ti mismo dentro y por fuera.

Muchos saludos,

Claudia

It has been a while....

Wow, it has been a while since I have posted. I do apologize for that, but not really sure if there are actually people who still follow me. Ha Ha. Anyways, allots has changed in the past months. First off, I am no longer working for the clinic I was working at before. I now have a new job. My old clinic was being relocated and due to union and stuff our old staff was not able to go with them. We all choose to give our notice on Oct. 21, 2011. I was lucky enough to get a job one week after that. I am now at the University Hospital. The job is different from my old job and it feels weird. It feels like I am starting from scratch, and at first I really didn't like it. It took them two weeks to get trained (which felt like a long process. I was sitting around allot, doing odd things around the office.) But once they got me trained, I was on my way. I totally got it. I understood it all and went on with my new job. It still feels weird not coming into the clinic and seeing everyone, not seeing the patients and all. The environment is different, but something I have to get used to.
Christmas is almost here, and that means it is almost time for a break!!! YEAH!!!
That means i will have about two weeks off and will be able to sleep in (which honestly is hard for me to do anyways). I am done with my Christmas shopping. I am done my stocking shopping. I am done the teachers gifts. Don't really know how the office works where I am at, so I won't be doing Christmas gifts for them this year (or making cupcakes :( ). SEE !!! It is different!
I am back to work tomorrow, as I was off on Thursday and Friday. My mom went back home for three months. It is really lonely here. She was the one who called me the most. At least two to three times a day. And I always talked about my day with her and vice versa. Also went out with her on weekends. It sucks. It is hard. Toughest is at night and on the weekends. I have an adoptive momma for the time that my momma is gone. She is from my old clinic. So I will be texting her about my day and stuff :) She is really awesome! Shout out to LUCY!!!
Well, I have a bit of a headache. Just finished dealing with my 14 year old headache. I swear to god, she thinks she is always right, and one day I hope the truth bites her in the butt and gets the wake up call. It makes me wonder if everyone goes through this or is it just me. Because sometimes it feels like it is just me and everyone else has the perfect kid! Mind you they are all different behind closed doors. Oh well, such is life. Ups and downs, we still love them. No matter what kind of hell they put us through. I always tell her that when you have your own daughter you will call me and all I will say is I know. YOU WERE THE SAME WAY! Ha ha.
Well, just going to check out some things on the computer, get a recipe ready for the crop pot tomorrow, because it is back to the gym for me. Starting to feel a bit bigger and need to loose that weight.

Have a good night and talk to you all tomorrow. ( I will not forget...)

Claudia

Long time

It has been some time since I've been on here. I have been meaning to write for a while. So, I am a bit sad. Chile is out of the World Cup. :( Then Brasil... THEN ARGENTINA!! I was like what the hell! What is going on here right? Uraguay is in, then Paraguay gets taken out by Espania. Espania! I was not happy. I am kinda sad that my country isn't there and that makes me sadder then sad. Is that possible? Well, I know there is in the next 4 years :(
But yeah, other then that, all is good.

I am starting to just give up on things certain thing and certain people. Meh, we all need to grow up eventually and move onto bigger and better things.

My daughter got her report card and has started her summer holidays. Report card was meh, was hoping to see better marks, but they were good. She has her summer all booked up and we will be going on holidays at the end of July. Our destination is unknown but I know it will be fun :)

Arturo is back in Edmonton, and he will have to leave soon :( I saw him yesterday for a bit at night time at my mothers house. It was great. I miss him when he leaves town, and I know how much my mother worries. I am sad to say it, but what mother does not worry when she can't talk to her child everyday. I know I will be missing him when he leaves.

But on a good note, getting ready to go camping in a couple of weeks again :)
Still have to figure out a date when I can hook up with Shannon and Chantelle to check out my first Pow Wow. I am pretty excited. I have never been to one and I really want to check one out. I think it would be interesting to see.

Ok, well my man is downstairs with his friends playing games with his friends. I am in the living room typing and watching Sex and the City and my daughter is at grandma's.

So I am going to finish watching this last episode and I think I might header to bed.

*Sigh*

Good night and talk to you later.


Ha sido algún tiempo desde que yo he estado en aquí. He estado significando para escribir un rato. Así, estoy un poco triste. Chile es fuera del Mundial. : (Entonces Brasil... ¡ENTONCES ARGENTINA!! ¡Estuve como qué demonios! ¿Qué pasa aquí correcto? Uraguay está en, entonces Paraguay consigue quitó por Espania. ¡Espania! Yo no fui feliz. Soy kinda triste que mi país no está allí y que me hace más triste entonces triste. ¿Es eso posible? Bien, sé que hay en los próximos 4 años: (Pero sí, otro entonces eso, todo es bueno.
Comienzo a dar por perdido justo cosas cierta cosa y ciertas personas. Meh, todos nosotros necesidad de crecer finalmente y para mover en mejores cosas más grandes y.
Mi hija consiguió su cartilla de notas y ha comenzado sus feriados del verano. La cartilla de notas fue meh, esperaba ver mejores marcas, pero fueron buenos. Tiene su verano que todo reservó arriba e iremos en las vacaciones a fines de julio. Nuestro destino es desconocido pero sé que será divertido:)
Arturo regresa en Edmonton, y él tendrá que salir pronto: (yo lo vi ayer para un poco en tiempo de noche en mis madres alberga. Fue gran. Yo lo pierdo cuando deja el pueblo, y yo sé cuánta mi madre preocupa. Soy aunque sea triste decirlo, pero qué madre no preocupan cuando ella no puede hablar con su niño diario. Sé que yo lo perderé cuando sale.
Pero en una nota buena, preparando a ir de camping en un par de semanas otra vez:) Todavía tenga que resolver una fecha cuando puedo conectar con Shannon y Chantelle para averiguar mi primer Pow Ah. Soy emocionado bastante. Yo nunca he estado a uno y a quiero realmente averiguar uno. Pienso que sería interesante ver.
Bueno, bien mi hombre está abajo con sus amigos que juegan juegos con sus amigos. Estoy en la sala que escribe a máquina y mira Sexo y la Ciudad y mi hija está en abuelita.
Entonces terminaré mirando este último episodio y yo pienso que puedo encabezamiento a la cama.
*Suspiro*
La noche buena y habla con usted más tarde.